Friday the 13th

Arrggghhh.... this pain is killing me. It has been a couple days since my dear 'friend' came to visit. She's still here and definitely making quite a point of I should go for a pap smear once she left. Great. Another very uncomfortable visit to the gynae. I don't hate it.. I just.. despise it. Hehe... I really have to make sure my fibroids are still under control. I can't go for another operation just yet.

On top of that, my wisdom tooth is trying very to come out. Yep, you read right. I'm still waiting for all frou of them to come out. Tension is definitely in the air. Since the last visit to the dentist was not exactly comforting. Apparently wisdom teeth can take quite some time to come out. He has seen a 50-year-old man complaining of pain because his wisdom tooth was peeking out of his gum. Oh God! Please.. please.. come out now teeth. I do not want to silly pain like these when I'm forty or older. I won't complain anymore.. I promise. People did say when you get older, It'll just get worse.

Now what else can go wrong. Oh yeah.. my nose is running all over the place, my kids are making such a havoc in my house. They have thrown their toys all over the place. I have no energy and mood to cook. Not forgeting the house chores. I have completely ignored the fact that I need to send for my laundry to be cleaned today. I'll just let my brother do that tomorrow. He needs freash, clean clothes anyway. Hehehe...

I got my road tax today, but in no mood to go out.

I ran out of salt... guess we'll just have instant mac and cheese today...

Okay, time to put my children through rough labour!!! Clean-up time!!!!!

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I miss Hubby....

Roadtax and Insurance

Yesterday was the last date for Hilux's road tax. I'm still waiting for the new one couriered from Jengka. My father offered to help renew the road tax and insurance. Unfortunately due to the difficulty to find the office to renew the insurance, the settlement for both has been delayed. And here I am, still waiting for them. Father informed me his friend has mailed the road tax and cover notes late today, so it should be with me tomorrow morning. Hopefully I don't miss the courier tomorrow. Since my gate bell has not been installed yet. Huhuhuh!

I have done another sinful act in order to get my kids out of my way. The first one, introduced Imran to cartoon dvd's and disney channel. Now if I wanted to watch my show, I'll just switch on the computer and logged on to http://boowakwala.com/. It's an educational site for kids up to 10 years old. Imran enjoying himself with all the games and songs provided. He can coordinate his hand to control the mouse and clicked on his targets. But I'm still on control of his activity. Hehe.. There's limited time for everything.

As for Hani, she wants very much to join in her brother. Unfortunately Imran would ignore her and at some point tell her to go away. Hahaha!

9 days and counting.....

I can't wait for Hubby to return home from London. It has only been 2 months. But it feels like... hmm.. no feeling right now. Just can't wait for him to come home. Safe!

Just to share something. Can I opt to pick him at the airport with me and the kids only? Is it selfish of me to ask my MIL not to accompany me this time? I know I can drive our pick-up truck with Hani and Imran. Come on.. It's a.. what.. 40 mins drive to KLIA? I'm pretty darn sure I can handle that. Hehehe.. No really, I can. I drove to TTDI by myself. Sure I can drive to the airport. Right?

I really want it to be just me and the kids when Hubby arrives. I want to be able to show how much I miss him without having this uncomfortable feeling when parents around. Is that too much to ask? Maybe I should just sneak out and go to the airport early. Hahaha!!!

Make up your mind sista!

Tonight I got a message from my staff Z. She asked to give her a call. Immediately I thought she was having transportation problem. It happened before. But no, she wanted to pour her heart out about SN.

According to Z, SN has been acting like a very immature woman towards her job and customers. She complaints of heavy workload and difficult customers. And even blurted out about going to look for a job in KL with EPF and SOCSO. Hahaha!!! I believe every word Z has told me. Why? Because SN is a very immature person. She is completely oblivious of the working world nowadays. I have not been working for almost 3 years now, but I do know the working world out there does not comply with non-proactive people. SN wants a simple and direct job where she does not face conflicts. And working time is at her discretion. Wow! I cannot tell you how I prayed for that kind of job to come to my lap. It does exist though... If you really, really want it. Start your own business of office. You know, be your own boss. Don't hire workers. They'll give you massive headache. Oh yeah, do not meet up with cutomers to avoid facing frustrations. I know lots of people doing that from their home sweet home already. Hehehe....

Exhaustion...

I'm tired.
I'm still exhausted.
I have no idea why.

I want to rest my head.
I want to take a nap.
Or better yet,
have an undisturbed good long sleep.

But,
I can't.
I've got dishes to wash.
I have chores waiting to be done.
I have my angels to distract me from all of them.

So.. what do I do?
Lay myself beside my angels...
Watching endless show from Disney channel.
Aaahhh...
What a beautiful life this is..
Chores?
Later lorr.... Hahaha!!!!

Away from home

I'll be going back to my parents' place tomorrow. Today actually. At dawn.. Hah! If that's actually possible.

Anyway, I'll be gone for a week. Hopefully I get to spend some nights at Tekam Plantation Resort. Imran has been asking to go to swim almost everyday. It really breaks my heart.

I already asked Hubby to spend some time off when he gets back. Initial plan was to go to Melaka (supposed to go in March, but busy with moving to new home), but now I think it would be better to go to Bukit Merah. Why? Because I just saw photos of a friend's family vacation there. Thinking of going back there. We went there last year. I think I was about 6 or 7 months pregnant with Hani. Hahaha! Not exactly a vacation when your weight already reaching 80 kilos.

So, have a happy school holidays everyone!!!! See you when school's open.. Huhuhuhu